All published books in the series are now available in Print Replica (Fixed Format/PDF includes colored emojis like on your phone – see Exposed write-up below), Reflowable (Digital version fits to your screen but does not include emoji characters) and paperback (black & white emojis). Please preview the version you choose to download. We all have preferences and I want you happy with your choice.
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What if? – the Rekindle book I
The prequel novella is where it all begins. Maxi fell in love with Tommy many years ago, but her parents forbid her from dating an American. That didn’t stop them from making secret phone calls or writing love letters while separated. Maxi’s life did not turn out as she wanted and was dying inside… until Tommy found her, again. Seventeen years later, she finally had him back again. Her life had changed so much. She was now in an unfulfilling marriage, she had three boys and the societal pressure of a small German village. Would she be strong enough to take the chance for love and risk losing everything else? or leaving everything else behind?
MAXI – his Wife, MY Mistress book II
MAXI – his Wife, MY Mistress book II
Maxi had now found herself in a dilemma. She had fallen in Love with Tommy, again. She is finding it more and more difficult to keep her All Day’s Life separate from her true desires. She can no longer look at her husband and she can’t stop looking at her phone, waiting for him to reach out. Her life was now split into two distinct aspects: what society wanted and what Maxi wanted. Tommy has crept into her dreams, even while she was awake. Will her parents finally understand? How will she break the news to her husband? They will have to understand, right? There is no other way.
EXPOSED – a Crack in Her Hidden Fortress book III
The third book in the series ‘EXPOSED – A Crack in Her Hidden Fortress’, takes place shortly after Maxi reveals her true feelings out loud and slips the words 💋 “I love you, Tommy” 😍. The conflict had been raging inside of her between the two Realities she had been living. One where she played the role of Mother 👶 👱 👱, which she had surrendered and accepted. Simultaneously, she had to play the role of happy Housewife 👰 👪 for the outside world, which she refused to surrender. The façade in her mind was to protect her family, colleagues and villagers from her Reality. It was a heavy burden for such an adventurous soul. She knew deep inside, there was something more, something missing… and then He 🤴 came back into her life. At first, He was just a Fantasy 🔮. Someone so far away and unreachable.
However, when the soul is hungry, the heart will feed. Tommy managed to become closer to Maxi than all others in Her life, although He was 6,000 kilometers away 🌍 ⇆ 🌎. Each night He would place her in bed 🛌 and make love to her body 💦, mind 🧠 and soul 👻. She could no longer handle the stress 😖 of looking at her husband, while her heart 💕, and more importantly, her passion was given to another man .
But Maxi was a different breed. One that possessed amazing qualities of being “the Sunshine of the Village”, “the Life of the Party” 💃 🤸 or “the One to Turn to” … Sadly, her marriage was not the only façade 🙃. Maxi was excellent at portraying the face she needed, but the voices in her head 🤦 and the skeletons 💀 in her closet, where nothing compared to the Narcissistic demons 👿 in her soul. She had no one to turn to 🙈 🙉 🙊… until He came back into her life.
IMPRISONED – the Secrets She Keeps book IV NEW RELEASE is on the shelves now!
Day to day, she existed as a mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister and a primary school teacher. She lived in an idyllic village and appeared happily settled in life with her marriage, family, friends and community. She was “the sunshine” of her village and her family. But for her, she was dying inside. She had not wanted to get pregnant. She did not want to get married. And she did not want to be limited to a small village in Germany. She, like many suffering from depression, put on her mask and was walking through life miserable on the inside. She was in an unfulfilling marriage void of love and passion. Her family was controlling, especially her parents. She loved her children, but fought against motherhood. Her life was much like the weather ‘an der Donau’ (on the Donau River) …flashes of hot & sunny, but mostly cloudy with a high probability of rain or blinding fog.
With us being worlds apart, literally & figuratively in space and mind, we originally agreed for her to come back to Boston for a visit, where we fell in love some 18 years ago. It would be romantic for both of us, and safe for her to keep me separate from her family. But when would she be able to leave her new baby, Sebastian? Maybe, it would be easier if we came up with a better plan? I am a clever man… what do you think I proposed?
Without Yearning, there can be no Longing. Without Lust, there can be no Desire. Without Sorrow, there can be no Love. Without the Devil, there can be no God.
PRISM – the Past, the Present & the Future book V available now
When two souls find each other on this rotating ball, spinning around the sun, it is in itself a small miracle. We are held captive in our physical shells, sometimes screaming to be released. The combination of energy, chemistry and biology all play a part in falling in love, becoming obsessed and dying.
For some, lying is a way of life. For others, betrayal is an unforgivable act. So, what happens when these two people connect? It becomes a seductive dance of narcissism versus virtue. The stories have been told over the ages and made into fables.
You claim that you can Feel love… but can you Touch it? As we embrace, we claim it is at our fingertips. When our lover comes into Sight… when we Hear those Sweet Words… when we Smell the fragrance of our loved one’s aroma… when we Taste the lips of our lover… we become excited and aroused. Is that Love or Lust?
All I know is that the electrical charge, the chemical reaction and the biological need to be with that one person is undeniable and relentless until achieved.
There are roughly 58 million square miles of land and 140 million square miles of water on this planet… and I am willing to travel each step to find mine. Are you?
Thank you for the messages inquiring if there will be subsequent books in the series. The answer you probably do not want to hear, is that I am keeping the details secret for now. Maxi isn’t the only one that can keep secrets! Although, I do promise to fill you in first as a Member of my Mailing List.